(LDS) patrearticle blessing?

Lately I've been thinking a lot about this. Im not quite sure what to do... I'm not very active and truthfully confused How I feel about the church... The passed five months randomly the patrearticle blessing would be brought up. And for days it would be stuck in my head. But since I'm not very active and confused about the church I don't feel like I'm worthy to receive it. I feel like I won't ever be worthy. Today it was brought up again and I've been thinking about asking my bishop. But I always have that doubt... I'm just wondering is there some way to know when your ready if ever?